"...and in the grove, by gate and hill, midst merry throng and market clatter - stood the Hall of the Mountain Grill where table strain'd 'neath loaded platter."
the legend of Beenzon Toste

title comes from the sleevenotes of a hawkwind album.

Fucked if i know what i'm writing about. lets just see where this goes shall we?
i'm currently sitting in a computer room at uni, listening to two porcupine tree albums (not at once) and pondering, i have nothing to keep me occupied so i have slipped into that semi-depressed reverie i normally end up in when i have nothing to do, most commonly just as i go to bed or when i'm on the train or towards the end of the evening at the tap 'n' tin, though that could just be the alcohol, actually it probably is.
Anyway, recently it seems that i'm perfectly happy until i have a moment to myself, when suddenly i go 'oh shit' and get all depressed for no one reason that i can think of. For a long time i assumed it was cos i was bored out of my brain through being away from uni, but i don't think thats the case, as much as i hate to admit it and thought i had finally pulled myself together it's probably my continuing status as an eligable bachelour. fuck.
there should be a law against couples in public, rubbing my nose in what i dont have and constantly reminding me what i'm missing. Of course i only see the postive side of everything and wish i had that, but its not all good, i know from many of my friends that its also an incredible pain in the arse, but i'd like to be able to discover that for myself.

fuck it! enough moping!

i'm off home now, hopefully i'll cheer up a bit in time for screenwriting on wednesday, I was right in my suspicions, Goran is a genuis and his lectures are a strange and wondeful place.

todays t-shirt: I'm the Stig
todays music: Hawkwind -master of the universe

# posted by The Prisoner | 2:14 PM |

Y'know i'm born to lose, and gamblings for fools, but thats the way i like it baby i dont wanna live for eva.....and don't forget the joker!.........Daddy.......Do you call me daddy cos im old? do you call me baby cos im young? and i could be the one, who gets to take you home. Honey.....do you call me honey cos im sweet? sweet like the sugar in my tea, and i take more than three, and thats what makes me sweet. and i would like to say today it would be nice to run away, monday to thursday every week, we can see what we can be. and you wont serve another drink to lonely men who think they own a piece of you, they snap their fingers, tell you what to do. and they would like to take you home, well i guess their not alone.....................This aint murdermile its just the way i smile. Kiss all your fingers, whats that for? You'll never get to heaven with your shirt all torn..........Not a prisoner, i'm a free man, and my blood is my own now, dont care where the past was, i know where i'm going!......On Iron Horse he flies, on iron horse he'd gladly die.....Change, everything you are and everything you were, youre number has been called, fights battles have begun revenge will surely come, your hard times are ahead.......We're all living in amerika, amerika ist wunderbar......FUCK YOU I WONT DO WHAT YA TELL ME......Sandy why can't we look the other way?......Where's my Elvis?.....Don't try rules cos they do not apply.....She got me with a suckerpunch.....
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